This is ReaL.. This is Me!!

*.* This is ReaL.. This is Me!!*.*

  1. The Lord is my strength, forever :)

    I want to share my story about How The Lord strengthens me to keep myself going even I can’t understand the reason why it’s happening. This story is about the transformation of my sufferings into blessings. :)

    Last June 2012, I can still remember the time noong sobrang sakit ng puso ko Hindi dahil broken hearted ako but because of dextroscoliosis. Affected kasi yung heart ko gawa ng pag curve ng spine ko. Well, that time na Malaman ko na meron akong sakit, nag research ako, pero Hindi nakatulong lahat ng nabasa ko kasi nakalagay lang dun na Hindi na ko gagaling walang ibang gamot para bumalik sa dati yung spine ko pero may isang solution daw yun ay yung operation, and Kung nalaman ko daw yun ng mas maaga kaya pa ng brace yun nga lang late na. Syempre nagulat ako, Sabi ko lang nun Hindi pa naman sinasabi ng doctor ko na I need an operation kaya naman saka ko na lang iisipin yun. Sinunod ko lahat ng sinabi ng doctor ko :) kumain ng tama, fruits, milk, vitamins, kahit pati yung pag drive ko binawasan ko na, Hindi na din ako madalas gumala at pinalitan ko na din yung bag ko yung tipong calculator at signpen lang ang kasya. :) that time, May time limit yung lahat ng ginagawa ko and pati na din yung pag lakad ko. But that time I’m serving as a Yfc leader of our campus :) 5th year civil engineering. Umaabot ng 9pm yung pag stay ko sa school it’s either May class ako or may household or may activity kami. I really enjoy what I am doing, and definitely I love what I am doing. :) it is all for the glory of God. Papasok ng maaga para makausap at makamusta ko ang brothers and sisters ko. Almost 12 hours na nasa school. :) Nakalimutan ko nga na may sakit pala ako. Dahil sa sobrang pag-aalaga ko magmula sa partners, execoms hanggang sa members namin noon ay Nakalimutan ko yung sitwasyon ko. God, Family, Studies and service yan yung priorities ko nun, yung lovelife kasi alam kong makakapaghintay yun and Hindi ko pa siya kayang isama sa priority ko. ❤️ Anyway sobrang blessed ko lang din talaga because God never stop to bless me abundantly. Kaya naman I’ll never stop serving Him.

    Pero December 2012 Few days before my birthday, I was suffering in back pain. I can’t sleep, I can’t move properly. And even when I’m lying in bed I feel like there’s a force inside my back torturing me. I really don’t know how to relieve my pain. That moment I’m crying and praying, one of my prayers was “Lord help me to keep going even I can’t understand what is happening. Lord, help me to trust your plans.” I can’t live in a normal life. Noon, ang unang inisip ko ang pamilya ko at ang service ko. Naisip ko din ang studies ko na graduating nga pala ko. Naisip ko din Kung pano ko magagawa ang duties and responsibilities ko kung Ganon ang nangyayari sakin. Yung iiyakan ko ang magulang ko sinasabing Hindi ko na po kaya. Yung habang nagdadasal ako wala na akong ibang masabi dahil sobrang sakit na talaga. Pilit akong nagtatanong noon kung bakit kaya nagyari yun sakin, ni Hindi naman ako gumagawa ng gawaing bahay dito samin. Hindi rin naman ako sporty na Tao. Walang makakapagsabi ng dahilan kahit ang mga doctor. Bumalik ako sa ibang doctor then Sabi lang Niya sakin, “wala na tayong ibang magagawa, next week bumalik ka dito Kung ready ka nang magpaOpera, pero Hindi natin alam ang pwedeng mangyari.”

    Parang tumigil ang Oras nung sinabi niya yun. Naisip ko lang wala na siyang magagawa dahil Tao lang siya, ang Diyos ko alam kong maraming magagawa. Well nanghina ako pero Hindi ang faith ko. Those sleepless night ay naging prayer nights. Dahil wala nang magagawa ang doctor ko Hindi na ko bumalik dun. :) nagdasal kami ng parents ko and ng iba kong kaibigan na nakakaalam. Nag hanap ako ng ibang doctor pero i still hear the same thing.

    During my birthday, nagcelebrate ako kasama ang classmates ko sa atc, pumunta akong lasalle para mag worship kasama ang Yfc at umuwi ako sa bahay para magcelebrate naman kasama ang family ko. :) everything was a surprise para sakin, unexpected gifts and letters. Sobrang saya ko noon kasi Bata pa lang ako nagpray na ko na iextend ni Lord ang buhay ko and God is so great :) Hindi Niya ko binigo. Sabi ko nga noon Lord I’m ready. :) Siguro Hindi ko pa talaga time kasi Hindi Niya pa ko Kinuha eh. Hahaha and binigyan Niya pa ko ng doctor na makakatulong na mabawasan yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. Chiropractor, he is a blessing from God. Feeling ko nga angel ko siya eh. Sabi lang niya, Hindi mo kailangan ng operation kailangan mo lang maniwala na gagaling ka. Exercise and self discipline lang din naman talaga ang ginawa ko tulad ng sinabi ni doc sakin. :) and dahil dun sobrang lumiwanag lang din ang lahat. :)) I know naman na Doctor can cure me but only God can heal me. Well, nakakapagdrive na ulit ako :) Nakakapag-aral ng maayos at higit sa lahat nakakapagdasal na din ako ng naka smile at Hindi umiiyak. :))

    Until now, Hindi pa rin naman ako magaling but I Praise God dahil hindi na tulad ng dati. Hindi na din Ganon kadalas sumasakit ang dibdib at likod ko. :) isa lang masasabi ko as long as I know na I am with God I am healed by His power. :) with Him He allows impossible things to happen. :) Natapos ko yung pagiging senior sister ng Yfc and I am currently serving The Lord as Campus Program Volunteer. :) and graduate na din ako and soon to be a Civil Engineer. I really thank God for letting me experience all of it. 😃 I am brave enough to fight and continue this life full of blessings with a joy in my heart. 😀 I know that He knows everything and He loves me :)

    To God be the glory ❤️



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  3. Feels like close to nature. ❤️#naturelover #adventure #happy #inlove

    Feels like close to nature. ❤️#naturelover #adventure #happy #inlove

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  5. Mocha cookie crumble is ❤️ :))))

    Mocha cookie crumble is ❤️ :))))

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  7. Stress reliever. :”>

    Stress reliever. :”>

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  9. Teach me again not to fail you Teach me to just trust in you
Now take control of my heart and now in my life be a part ❤️#ilyLord

    Teach me again not to fail you Teach me to just trust in you
    Now take control of my heart and now in my life be a part ❤️#ilyLord

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  11. Hanggang saan ang mararating ng bente mo?? :))) sakin kasi hanggang sa SURIGAO DEL NORTE :))) one bente a day makes me go away!!! Hahahaha :)) yfc’s start na tayo mag-Ipon :))))

    Hanggang saan ang mararating ng bente mo?? :))) sakin kasi hanggang sa SURIGAO DEL NORTE :))) one bente a day makes me go away!!! Hahahaha :)) yfc’s start na tayo mag-Ipon :))))

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  13. Thank you so much she!! :)) God bless sa pagrereview! :)))

    Thank you so much she!! :)) God bless sa pagrereview! :)))

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  15. 😄 #happy

    😄 #happy

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  17. Losing him was blue like I’d never known :)
Missing him was dark grey all alone …
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you’ve never met
But loving him was red ❤️❤️❤️ #taylorshift #red #love :”))))

    Losing him was blue like I’d never known :)
    Missing him was dark grey all alone …
    Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you’ve never met
    But loving him was red ❤️❤️❤️ #taylorshift #red #love :”))))

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  19. It’s not about being fearless, it’s about acting in spite of fear..❤️

    It’s not about being fearless, it’s about acting in spite of fear..❤️

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  21. :)))

    :)))

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  23. God’s presence brings great comfort. ❤️

    God’s presence brings great comfort. ❤️

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  25. Happy happy birthday sa aking ONE AND ONLY BRO!! :))) Ganda ko sa jan nu??? Hahahah sexy pa!!! Haha! hey hey!! Mag-aral ng Mabuti!! Pagpasensyahan mo na ako sa pagiging ewan minsan!! :)) gusto ko lang naman maging okay at Masaya ka :3 hoho magpakabait para di tayooo nagsusuntukan. Hahaha God bless Paul!! See you latersss! Love you! Mwa! ❤️💋

    Happy happy birthday sa aking ONE AND ONLY BRO!! :))) Ganda ko sa jan nu??? Hahahah sexy pa!!! Haha! hey hey!! Mag-aral ng Mabuti!! Pagpasensyahan mo na ako sa pagiging ewan minsan!! :)) gusto ko lang naman maging okay at Masaya ka :3 hoho magpakabait para di tayooo nagsusuntukan. Hahaha God bless Paul!! See you latersss! Love you! Mwa! ❤️💋

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  27. B.O.S.S.- Bond Of Senior Sisters! :))))  puso ang puhunan, dasal ang sandalan… ❤️

    B.O.S.S.- Bond Of Senior Sisters! :)))) puso ang puhunan, dasal ang sandalan… ❤️

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